hua

bullshit!

2011-11-20T07:39:00.000-08:00

yea,i had all just bad attitude to make people hates me...thats what i deserve it at the end..hope u grow hua mic! i wrote this in my fb wall,so this is it? nobody cares!yes,fuck betul! i just hate the feelings always! why must i care!why must i change!for ? the reason is? just to suits urguys!NO ,wad i noe is i am whom i am!why should everytime the wrong path is me!wtf is the matter? does it reali matter when i have a attitude like that too! no!u are the one who deserve it!no nid to be that lan c when u are being high up!see things clearer when things are not reali like that! and last!wad is in my mind now!ahead!
- first!i hate people rogue with me with just his or hers surfaces look!
-second,is that reali matter to say words like a pointer arch when u doesnt reali noes or u reali mean to it?
I am born with that~and it doesnt matter i need it to suit everybody and i had to change! and it doesnt matter at all for me!shoo away continue ur life!and i wil start my new life!

is that the way u treat me?

2011-10-27T23:13:00.000-07:00

u are just so sucks!just so sucks !i dunoe since when i got the power to wait for u one year + wth and u give me all those da bian face!i just realized hw stupid i am when i started to reflash back all those memories!i am just so sucks!just too stupid !just a lil fucking asshole stupid girl who can like a guy who has touch those things !smoke!!!smoke till u die!! why have to be that cool to me! is that my fault to like u !is that! why have to be so cold to me......TT.....heart bleeding,brain not functioning,hole holiday is just so sucks to me...i am tired...terribly tired....kan dou bu kan wo yi yan de ren wei shen me wo hai shi yao na me sha de qu ai ta ai dao ban shi!

ok dude!this is just some nonsense post i wanted to blah out!his just terribly sucks ,and I AM JUST TERRIBLY SUCKS ON MYSELF !!!! TT :(

最后问问你自己吧，为的是什么？一年不够吗？还要再多？

2011-10-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

你知不知道，昨天，我看到你fb wall zikri 写给你的东西，有种预感你又碰会那个东西，我承认，你在新的一个学期，改变很多，变得很积极，变得很勤劳，可是，那一点能不能不要再碰了，你知不知道，就算你多不理我都好，我还是不能弄自己不喜欢你！你知道吗，当你知道我喜欢你时，你一整年来得那个样，是多么让我讨厌！可是我就是，无法自拔！别人说，为什么喜欢你，为什么是他，我说，你不同，在我心里，你给我的感觉就是不同！当中，有别的人插进我生活，可是，我并没有花心，我只是把你的眷恋降低罢了，可是，你就是连看都不看我一眼，就是不会开金口跟我说话！很难吗？我就那么令人讨厌吗？就那么让你讨厌吗？我知道我太夸张了，太张扬了，可是我已经不是以前那个我了，还是不能吗？连我自己都不懂我拿来的勇气可以喜欢你那么久！被以前那个ken劈腿也罢了，现在自己又像个傻子一样，我到底及时才不会为了爱情不折磨自己啊！

就快两年了，反反复复，又还是喜欢你，心啊心，你怎么了？最后问问自己，一年不够吗？还要再多？为的是什么？还有更重要的是，桦，不要再哭了，好吗？

2011-10-18T09:40:00.001-07:00

♥

2011-10-18T09:31:00.000-07:00

刚看完nicole在facebook里tag我的那处戏，“初恋那小事” 我永远不知道，爱情是那么惊动人心有那么震撼！一个女孩可以为了一个她暗恋的学长三年，为他马不停蹄的做改变！等他等了九年，从初一，高一，毕业，当了出名的fashion designer 还是在喜欢他，而他！也是一样的心里面都住着她，可是他就没有那么大勇气来告诉她，他喜欢她！我在想，有时候，人生总会经历第一次，谈恋爱也是，所以才会叫初恋，lol ，我要说的是，兜兜转转的，到头来只想说，你是我喜欢反复最多次的那个，虽然可能就是每次都是那个crush，可是，我真的很喜欢你！我不敢设想未来，只知道自己心里面的祈求就好了，爱情，我不敢倾动，我不想奢求，更不想假设！因为，我只想继续喜欢你！我会努力加油让自己变好，这样，你应该就会开始注意我了吧！要多笑哦~赖奕桦 :)

推广给各位哦~真的很好看哟~ ^^

and lastly this is for everyone and oso myself

ARH~

2011-10-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

我觉得！我还是有那么少少的喜欢你！可是，就是我喜欢的连看都不看我一眼！唉，很可悲对吧，明明是已经变淡了的，可是给你们又开始讲，我的心又乱来了！其实我已经受够了，以前那个ken害得我够了，他又搞得我一年半反复喜欢着，那种痛不欲生的心痛！我哭够了！看都不看我一眼的，为什么就要我那么努力的一直笨到明知道他不好还要一直喜欢他！别人都觉得你吸烟，你加入黑色会，不好的！没有前途！可是我就是喜欢你，因为我知道你是好人，你心底是善良的，你品行是好的！你更加是个大好人！我打从心底早就发觉到了，可是你就是这样！你就是要逃避！我知道我吓坏你了！我知道我奇怪！所以没有一个人敢靠过来！可是我并不坚强！我并没有那么放得下！我累得不行，可是还是马不停蹄的那么想你！就是那么笨蛋！你告诉我，我该怎么办。我不喜欢你！我不喜欢你，我一直很努力告诉自己我不喜欢你！我不要再傻了！我不要........我唯一能做的是，我会努力让自己进步，这样至少你会看我一眼，一眼就好。加油，把自己排第一！先爱你自己才来学去爱别人！♥

chilling nite with my dearest family ♥

2011-10-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

so yea~this is it...hahah...the most hang fook and hapi memorable timing is spending with my dear dear family!they are the best of the best although i always complain.. bad girl of me..! but ,i am reali glad to be in part of this family member~i love urguys...well,having a nite chilling time with them in the saturday nite after leting and waiting grandma to fall asleep ,i actually kinda excited cox its already long time no go ampang the 'larisata' enjoy the intalian cuisine..:) its reali delicious although dad is just orderinb a pizza,but but the main point is!!!the chezzels the extra cheezels that they put in the ingredient~super delicious ~~~

hee heee,supper time~

sister,mami ,and dadi~♥

the rich chocolate that brother order

this is wad i order,well yea,its apple and orange lemonade,for sour lovers,this is totally a good choice ~:) but i like bro's hot choco,its rich and nice though!so this is it,gdnite,peeps!

family family family!

2011-10-17T06:52:00.000-07:00

lunch with lai ' family while my uncle is down back to kl from batu pahat~:) now time for some picha ..feels tired so not much writing..:) hope everyone dont mind..

ampang well known niong tao fu restaurant after the praying bai bai at tiang hou gong...

busying eating

cousins~yan and xinyi

shu shu and sook meh~(in hakka we cal uncle and aunt)

haha,my cute aunt and gu zhang(xin yi' mami and dadi)

my cousin sis,ying~:)

yeah this is it,all lai 's and zhang's family...:) haha...btw i am reali tired...so its been a long time dint upload this~

A special STORY to share out..:)

2011-10-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

男人和你玩暧昧，就是不够喜欢你？

一般来说，如果一个男生会去选择暧昧，代表他没有预见合适的人选..
在没有合适的人选出现之前，总会希望有一个和自己暧昧的异性，关係很近，甚至让她认为你也喜欢她。

这代表你能去享受某种关怀和情感，至於为什麼不想再进一步，
原因很简单，因为如果更进一步，会妨碍自己去找认为真正合适的人，
所以当你真正喜欢并且想要去交往的人出现了以后，
无论你与那个暧昧的人多麼好，你都可以告诉你喜欢的人，我是单身..

最后这个朋友还告诉我：
你记住了，
如果一个男生如果遇见真正喜欢的人，他一定会说的，不会一直搞暧昧..

（1）千万千万不要自作多情..

记住：他和你玩暧昧，就是不够喜欢你。

男人真喜欢一个人从眼睛就能看出来，他恨不得栓著你，怎麼会忽冷忽热、忽进忽退？

是的，喜欢肯定有，总要他看著你顺眼才和你暧昧。
所以，对跟你暧昧的男人一定不要多情，就算他常常拉你出来，天天短信、电话、面子书、msn..

就算抱过、亲过、上过床，也依然不代表什麼，什麼都不是。
不要相信男人说的好话..

（2）静下来想想你未必就是真的喜欢他..

人都有惯性，比如一个人天天9点打电话给你，两个星期之后不打了，你肯定难受。这就是特正常的一个心理作用。所以，当你习惯了他天天绕在你周围，突然他又远离你的时候，你不甘心了吧，开始惦记他了吧。

别相信你就真的那麼喜欢他了，这只是一个惯性作用而已。别多想他，自己该干麼就干麼，过几天习惯就又没事了。然后他又热情起来了怎办呢？你要是还没看透，还要入套我也没办法了。

（3）如果真的中招了，就要奉行：打死也不说政策..

说白了，就是就算特喜欢他，天天无时无刻不想著他了，也要赖在心裡，绝对绝对不让他知道。如果憋得慌，可以跟好朋友说，可以上网写出来发洩，但就是不要对他说。为什麼？

因为姿态一定要漂亮，就算你输了..
也只有自己知道，他没有机会看低你。

当然可以主动引诱，但不要主动表白。

（4）那还是喜欢他怎麼办呢？哎，没办法，只有说服自己不喜欢了..

豁出去了，实例说明一下：

遇过一高手，我看了n多眼，都看不出来他的意思。
他说的话10句裡2句是正事、5句半带著暗示、2句半是夸你。
然后呢，就静静等著你上鉤了。

是的，我修行不够，当他的脸离我3cm的时候，我只听见自己的心跳。
天天惦记，準备送上门的时候，他说：我们只是工作关係。一盆冷水浇到底了！

然后这个不甘心，天天见面、天天琢磨。
再后来呢？再后来看到他和别的女人一样这样一来二去的暧昧著，彻底解脱。
原来自己没什麼稀奇，他原来不过是这点招数。以后当他再把脸凑过来，我马上跳出3米远.. 敢再碰我，直接喊非礼..

当他恳求我留下来陪他时，我用最深情、最无辜的眼神看著他，特真诚的说：
“这样不太好，我算你什麼人呢？”
然后呢？主动权就在我手裡了。对他想理就理，不想理就不理。
想通了，这种男人也没什麼可留恋的..！

（5）想和别人玩暧昧？千万不要，好好的爱一个人多好呀..

记住：男人和你玩暧昧，就是不够喜欢你..

暧昧等於不喜欢，不是男生虚偽，
而是现代人都太圆滑，而男生又比女生理性的缘故..

不要问为什麼，就是这样。
女生你要知道，当一个人对别人感兴趣时，最想探究对方的心怎样。
而如果一个人，对你的心没有探求的慾望，很难说明他对你感兴趣。
但他又想继续接受你对他的好，这时候，最好暧昧。

女生你要知道，一旦爱上一个人，是会毫不保留、不可限制地呈现自我的，因为陷入爱中的人都以为只有心灵交匯，才会有爱。而一个隐藏内心令人琢磨不定的人，才会与人暧昧。

暧昧到底是一种怎样的心态呢？
别以为是一种对自己的一段感情不清不楚的状态。
男生不清楚自己情归何处，不知自己喜欢谁，只能推出他知道自己不喜欢你的结论。

可是女生却多会痴情地以为存在著他爱你却不自知的可能，清醒一点吧，谁会傻到自己喜欢上别人，却不知道？说是不知道，其实是知道自己不喜欢却不愿承认而已。暧昧等於不喜欢，的确，例外哪儿都有，ｎ分之一无处不在，不介意当分母的就继续暧昧下去吧！

但是女生你要清楚，感情是玩不起的，而且女生是老得很快的..
你愿意去玩暧昧游戏，看最后是他厌倦还是你放弃，可以..
你愿意去等候一份遥遥无期，可以..

但是年轻貌美的小女孩可是一茬又一茬源源不断地茁壮长成，
不要等过了头，没了竞争力，空悲切..

此文章指的暧昧并不是指全部关系，
而是发生在大部分的男女暧昧关系而已..
因情况而定.. 没有一定的绝对的..
但最后主权还是在自己手里。

就如杨丞琳的暧昧，「暧昧让人受尽委屈..」

女人要：
先学会爱自己，那个男人才会爱你..
先懂得爱自己，别人才会爱你..

女人很多时候，
傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出，
还在期待会有奇蹟出现..

总觉得女人有悲哀的无奈..

GIRLS,LOVE URSELF MORE YEA ...<3

BABY BOY~~~~

2011-09-23T06:19:00.001-07:00

some random here...hahhaha....see this see this...camwhore ing me...>.<

BABY SAMMIE nonstop sliping....heee hee...^^ but hes reali smart and good boy after he runs away in the two days....and nonstop making me worry!!!ishhh,naughty boy!

LOL...seee he can slip everywhere,even after his good smells' bath!hehe...<3 u muchie...my baby sammie....^^

woo hooo!welcome back guys...

2011-09-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

its been long long time i dint update my blog!!!woo hoo,gratz me i finaly got some time to log in and try to blog....well,its been busy all time long since i started my new sem~SEM 4!! yeah...no wrong,time flies and i am almost gonna graduate with one more years to go!good job hua mic,but before that,there sure will be suffering more and more ...so...dont get too hapi first haha.....now gonna share something abt the id camp i join which mr .ck wanted us to go for it...IDS ~ yes,and the venue is at THE ONE ACADEMY...lol...bt after since i join this camp!i reali prefer MIA!they are many pro from there....will show u some picha abt they works after i had a visit on the MIA college....hahaha...lol...now,check out wad i have took....

first,my group mates in the two days camp!!!nice to meet urguys...:) expecially angie tan!u and me hv conected since the tsun jin high skul thingy....haha...lol...and chia pei!shes from johor and shes reali so sweet....:) and asanthy!shes engage!!!wauh...

and heres some work of us......

and heres the stuff of whom in part of this IDS camp,woots they are all so frenly and nice....<3

she call our team as "super woman" haha.....

My dear "MUM" haha...who leads us in our groups...:)

eric leong,have been chat with him in inbox of fb...and acidentally i wasnt noe his just interior decoration in that time ...and i asked abt models...><....hais....haha...now the dunoe which time meet him...but his reali frenly though!nice to meet u MR.ERIC!:)

and and!!!!!here comes someone reali reali cool and i admire him so so much !!cox he had the same sirname as mine!!!yes....LAI!!!!here come MR.LAI...woots...=.=

HIS DESIGN IS JUST SO COOL WEI!I WISH TO GO HIS COMPANY "WATER" TO INTERN!

angie and me<3

AND

last but not least...

our taylor skul attenders!!!!although nid to pay but the pay is worth it!and the middle two with grey and white colar shirt ones are japanese!MR.KAZUO is reali good!i like him very much!and heeee,the translator super cute...^^

its reali a good experience of all!!!thanks to all!!!!:)

bless~

just pls shut ur mouth up!

2011-08-29T08:16:00.000-07:00

开始了懂得怎么去看人了！一个人，没有以实际行动而一直在那里先批评别人，未免太过自斯斯人了罢，就算你多不喜欢，或有那么一点不喜欢，要知道，他，和她跟你的爸妈做的都是没有差的！我们是自主，你会觉得自以为是，你会觉得很固执！可是，你们在批评的这些，不正是你们也拥有着的缺点吗？人，不能只看外表，你都不是那个长期接触的，干吗那么闲来无事要批评，只是无疑多嘴，那么，请你在每说一句话时，想想你自己吧！就算，你现在看到的是缺点，可是你并没有真真来接触！不是像在这里作同样和你们一样的批评！但，那是我家人，是我至爱，也是你们有血缘关系的，就算我们多么不尽责，都请你收敛你自己！你的一句足够把你的本质给弄损！我也不多写，因为关系家人，所以我能做的，就是自己看穿了，记得提醒自己别想她们一样！我还是我，有原则的那个我，保护家人为上的那个我，和一直要保持有家教和教养的那个我!

*no picture for today again,dont feee like posting it although i capture many,becox its lil mad and mad when i think it deeply,u might say i over think it,but yes....thats me and its the fact and analysis i did...so pls love ur family and loves one more!and oso protect urself meanwhile protecting them too!!gdnite peeps..:)...have a nice nite..

the humanity

2011-08-01T02:26:00.000-07:00

no one noes when u start to realized ,all the things also will turn into it and start to change.When u noe the her or him is a reflection just like u , u will only noes what reali is the matter coming up.

当你习惯在人群之下相处时，你就会发现其实你很能参与，但是一旦你发现别人身上隐约的缺点时，你会趴的累，你会一直以来都觉得身心开始疲惫了，别人都说要迁就大队，是要看大众的，可，当机会就会分秒必争的开始和你竞争了，而大众无形就是你的包袱。别人叫你别太在意别太敏感，可，人呐，本性难移，你本来的个性就是这样，那你就算多尽力，多想努力，都还是会有纯留得。你在意，别人只会视而不见~那你不是自斯斯人吗？再说你自己开始的，是你给脸色，是你开始不要开口的，可是，一切的一切，终究还是不重要，重要的是，你肯不肯踏出这一步！

Addicted towards starbucks!

2011-07-25T23:33:00.000-07:00

Oh My...I am so addicted to Starbucks ever since i started to work at this holiday...hmm...just one or two months..i ady try on three diff flavor,but one is i have try before...its chocolate chip..haha...then goes to a new favor which is green tea chip that i bought it rm17 sumthing when i was waiting for the boof thingy to be done at my working place,Empire Subang...haha...dah..its reali the first expensive one i bought...then goes to another good favor..this is worth it!mocha which florence my colip in midvalley four days roadshow there,a big cup both share oli rm7!!so much different between the greentea chip ones...><...hais...never mind,since i try..just a good sharing..haha...bt the mocha reali makes me addicted,it just taste so nice...although i dont reali touch on coffee,but this make me felt in love with starbucks..haha....i wana try on greentea frap nxt time!! ooh and while working at midvalley the maybank treatpoints wan,i get to go for Sushi King at the last day with Aniz..haha...terrible man!!the udon reali being cheated when its out...LOL...haha

Nice intro by florence~MOCHA

Mocha doesnt have my favor whip cream in it bt yet still nice.

              I ask the waitress abt wad else i can try instead of java and choco chip,and then i took
               this,Greentea Chips~woots..reali nice!

time to show my sushi UDON...haha...hmmm..here we go

                         Dont be cheated by the photo,its reali very small size,even Aniz oso say
                         the udon can be count.Haha...his reali a funny guy.Glad that i have noe them by the
                         event.

Have a nice day peep..! try on some starbucks if u can~reali taste good and relaxing...:)

smells smells~~GOOD...

2011-07-25T23:18:00.000-07:00

yee pee ~ ~gonna write something abt things that makes me Smells Reali Reali Good~nowadays kinda like good smells on myself..haha..such as body shampoo..*ps: my body got allergic teribbly,so call ezcema disease so i cant use others cha palang brand,thats why my mami always complain...ur body shampoo wasted so much!!TT i dint mean too do that too my dear mami...haha...back to the main,theres one i like most to make me feel good smell,PERFUME !!!!!!! haha...i specially likes my sister' one stella brand,miss stella my lectural using it same too~wahaha...some more they are same name ._.
then comes to my hair product that make me feel good on the smell...aha...magic boo~~~~ although its comand but its do make me feel good on it...go grab one if u wan ur hair to smells like honey flower~hehe,its oli rm 19..i forget abt ..but its below rm20...tee hee...

             Moo Goo Body Wash,reali smells nice then the body bar i used last time,then goes to my new
            thingy but not open yet cox its spend me rm100 on this small bottle,but but...ITS BEYONCE'
             BRAND!!its a fresh sweet flowerish smells.Then comes to my Magic Boo treatment,can be
              use everyday and mostly...its just 1 minute hair treatment!!so fast and indeed so good sweet
             honey smell...:) thats all of my good smell products.Have a nice day peep!

我的至爱~~

2011-07-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

今天是奶奶的第77岁大寿哦~哈哈，一觉醒来开冰箱才发现有RT的蛋糕哦~馋嘴的我当然不放过在我名单了的爱吃行列~hoho，奶奶进来家里都快三四个月了，一直都是爸爸再照顾，自从那件晚上谈吐会后，我们家人变得更亲密了些，因为我都会尽量帮忙~ == 不过也都是工人和爸爸再忙，那天还闹了些许，真是，老人家简直是小孩脾气，搞得爸爸都心神不宁，唉，可是毕竟还是爸爸的妈妈，我刚刚吃中饭时想了想，在怎么训，骂，怨都好，始终还是得面对现实，所以呢，能帮忙就帮多些~呵呵

最后来点照片吧~

奶奶的生日蛋糕~是芝士蛋糕呢~

可爱的奶奶~她很开心哦~

吹蜡烛咯~

吃蛋糕的时候了~哈哈，奶奶正忙着作装切蛋糕哦

p/s:另外，这里写写给特别的爸爸，他是我从没看过那么尽责的男人!爸爸为了这个家的付出，身为个儿子的付出，努力挣钱为了我们的将来，还有什么都会的爸爸，要求完美只有一次没有第二次爸爸，情绪化的爸爸？哈哈，拥有自己个人主观和原则的爸爸!你最最棒了~我爱你!!!!!!

workig working WORKING~

2011-07-05T23:15:00.000-07:00

yes,finally get a job and i was so excited that time,the feelings cant be wipe out cox it reali makes me insomia one day before it...but then when i totally get into my jobs and start to do it with all my vest,i felt that in sociality,human being are reali hard to be as one part..cox it will be many conflicts hapenings whenever theres people'...hmmm...but i gained!i gained much and i reali did learn from it...and i am so glad to know all my new frens from there...GLAD and HAPI...thanks shu huey,shinyee teh,lihui tey,adam lim, rachel (adore),and oso laiyee kong~:)...thanks and keep in touch my pals~~~~hehe...

Shu Huey and Me...she my "bf"...^^

                                        rachel...see her ADORE's brand logo in her left hand site shirt..
           (adore is a cosmetic colour contact lenses which still seems new in malaysia,its from ITALY~)

yeah~ last but not least,my own braunch~ACUVUE!
(visit me at empire subang,15th to 24th,many many discount,come along pretties~)

boooooooo...i am back~...hee hee..

2011-07-05T23:04:00.000-07:00

after 10days struggling with the working days in sunway promoter...woots...i have two more weeks holiday and had another 10 more days to work continuely again in empire subang...haha...dunoe why today i felt that my colips at sunway i mean my promoters girls are much more better then my coursemates fren..they are just like very selfish sometimes...LOL...suan suan...dont mind it too much...just chill,ppl maybe is just misunderstanding it oli...grandma tat day comes again with nonstop reaction,wommiting after eating each things and having some digesting problem..it makes me feel like i sometimes quite dislike her and reali mean that she makes mydad very suffering and making life changes too much,but yes..i admit grandma is reali old,i shouldn't had do this!and shouldn't had this kind of thinking too,but....my feelings arent good neither...i sometimes hope that i can reali do help without doing nothing at home...but i always noe hw to say noe hw to complains noe hw to blame aint no HELPING..hais...terible me...

i hope this pink roses can cheer me up~

having some nice time with my DEAR FAMILY...lovely~~

2011-06-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

yeah...its a warm wednesday afternoon,mum call me up when i was still in my dunpling sweet dream ...hehe,but one sentence woke me up immmediately~she say better i wake up if no i will be MISSING up with the outings that daddy decided just now~always he is so random..=.=...but haha,ada baba ada anak,so i am just like him....LOL....so we went to midvalley,and bring along popo oso,but popo naughty a lil,she dnwan to wear up her pampers arhh....but she behaved just as wad she promised,she reali no urine sudenly...LOL...we gai gai for awhile to Jusco then bought LIBREASE to myself...haha...first time try it~~hope it sastify me...so after that we went to usual restaurant~deng tai fung...hahaha..lol...as usual i cal up the dry noodle i like and oso dad cal up the xiao long bao!!hehe...so we enjoy enjoy and i take photo meanwhile too...love this feeling when comes to family!yea...theres no much more reali safer then having family beside ...anything they will still helps u to solve...this is so cal family...i love u mommi and daddi!i love ahnei,u must be strong and hapi always!!!

a big big HUG and LOVE towards my FAMILY,urguys are the BEST SERS~~~

It is well known with its Xiao Long Bao~go have a try...

so this is wad u think???

2011-06-13T00:39:00.000-07:00

ok....i noe its not worth it becox i treat u that good and always i wil think to another site...and u are geting fed up!yes,thats me!wan it or wad not...i am still me!!i am still the emo michelle lai....wads the point i nee to change...for myself???...no...its just for urguys...so long time ago...i tell myself when i try to commit suicide!i tel myself i will not do this animore after frens lend me a hand...they led me..and now urguys do!...and wad for i treat u and put u as the never been met before the "buddy"...yes u r true....i got a lot of frens...yes i do have!...but do u noe,when a person have too much frens and its so hard to differenciate which one is true which one is fake that time...till...the time u will felt u are totally lost!maybe u got this before so u are very concern about ur family and ur boyfren,but i am not!i am the one who get hurts from relationship!so mine and urs are diff!ok...let say it out!i am not pissed off and not emo!i just wana tel out wads in my hearts!i noe if i continuely find him and tell him my pro!he will fed up just like u too...so the solution is! BLOGGER~...thanks to blog...i can write out wad i wan to say...theres not going to have picture in this post,becox i wan some hand writings oli!

ga yao ga yao ga yao!!!!

i am getting more and more fed up with all those explainaation....

2011-06-12T22:04:00.000-07:00

hais...days seem so liveless for me in this holidays....i reali need something to engine me up!i hate...i hate when urguys started to guess something and at the end it breaks and change the ending because of the judgement of others people makes..although i tell myseld not to be defeat by those things...but i reali cant hold my breathe animore...i hate that small things and i care too much!i hate myself on this very much!!!why cant i just throw to a side and be just hapi as others...yes!i like him!but its oli as a fren!i like him as a fren!not minat at all ok!!!hes better then urguys many!!now i noe wads reali 祸从口出 le!i noe tat time i did in suriamas is wrong ady!!!nw i get the same feelings as yours!!great.....and i duno hw to face him animore although we are not reali facing each other but just chating in fb....but i had no more idea hw to be naturally as last time did....
CONFUSE arhhh......................

xin ru!i miss u !!!!

nahh...boring day....trying to find some topics...

2011-06-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

bu...........i am backed again.....another boring day....everyday wake up at 12pm.....hald day gone then....everyday facing computer...lalala....lampau betul my mum say....lol....wad else i can do....wana find job.....many are not suits.....lol...some more i lazy outings oso...so stay h o m e lo~haha....ya...nowadays theres some cases...bad cases and sad cases that makes me pissed off too....lol...this year reali is a broke up year for those long term couples....in my hand already 4 cases....hais.....wad makes me reali angry is....the one who asked for broke up act gets to have a new ones outside....lol....i understand the feelings of this situation...so i pissed...but...i oso cannot do anything....haha...so pissed off oso no use...just wish that the victims can make they life more better after some times....and i reali wish them from heart...:)....ok...besides this....i reali nid a job desperately...i nid money...theres many thiing i had list down to buy...gosh....and its seem so far from me that wad i wanted to buy them~~~.....><.....i nid a JOB!!!....

list to buy:
IPHONE!!! and a new number i guess....hahahha....for the wadsapp!!!woots..
aha/bha cleanser and hada labo toner's,neogene hydration essence(facial) things...so i nid to go for face grocery...haha...
converse and vens wavy blue!!!
jolie grey/brown and sugar pink and sugar grey/brown!!!wahahaha...
CRAZY ness back again with listing the list...

BUT BUT.....i reali nid to get on the trucks first so that i can get used of my listing....so i mesti MUST find a job~... but now let me enjoy olivia ongs songs....it comforts me much in the evening of the day....its a great day for me again ...enjoy lifes and cheers always!!!weee......i love u~michelle....:-...

i wan the wavy blue vens!!!!!!!!!!...

有那么一点的开始想你了.....

2011-06-05T05:01:00.000-07:00

这几天，心情浮上浮下，经过那次家庭会议后，情绪就变这样了，可是认识你之后，虽然我们一个在东一个在西，又没有真真看过你除了照片，可是，每次洽谈，你都会很有自己主见的劝导我，把我鼓励起来，我曾想，我们都是山羊的，为何你可以那么开朗，那么积极，而我，却一点都对自己没有点滴的信心，哈哈，可笑吧，你比我迟一天生曰，可是大我两年，感觉，你真的很像我爸，哈哈，是真的！哈哈，你就好像我失散多年的哥哥一样，俩的话题没有终止，而且阿，你说过我很搞笑，可是要真的拿来讲的话，你才比较幽默呐~ 不过，也是这些才让我觉得，我长久以来失去和寻找的安全感慢慢正浮起中，不过，我不确定，你有没喜欢的人，这我也不强求，因为，我比较想要单身和现在自己自在的生活，反倒是其他的已有另一半的朋友们，就常有点问题出现了...恩...想想，看看现在的自己，也不会讲要那么的执着和强求了，因为一切随缘嘛，哈哈我明白的~哈哈要加油哦！我要拥有漂亮的人生，从今以后，没有的可以再打倒我了~耶，ga yao ga yao~u u u u u u ......haha....make my life interesting more...and u r the second one whom i trusted ....so dont give a big fall to me yea...yeah~glad that i noe u and i wish...nah....i dont believe it but yet i wish my frenship between u ...is forever....haha...lol...ga yao~~~hehe

my favor ROSE...<3

a long term beauty slip....its time to awake!

2011-06-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

一直以来我都在很狼狈的躲
因为我不想面对现实
我讨厌一觉起来
就要面对现实的生活！
所以我受够了

我，一直都在逃避！
我，不断拿不同的理由不同不合基的道理借口来逃避
好像家庭，我以前重视朋友多过家庭
现在，原来家人可以比人际还来得可靠！
无论什么事，家人都会在你声旁

我一直以来，都觉得，能过一天，就这样去过吧，别想其他问题先，
一直以来都在懒惰的不想努力
想积极了，可是又只有三分钟热度
可是
经历了昨天，我一夜难眠的一晚，要不是药物，我真的可能会一夜难眠
我在想
我，是不是真的要踏出一步...
是不是要重新规划我的人生...

i duno since when...i started to learn from urguys..
i try to see the you dian from others ppl
and i try to think in another way...
i duno whether will it be too suffer to me to turn my brain nonstop to think and talk to myself
but...i reali wish everything can be just fine
now i reali wish theres some miracle u noe...
haha
since ytd...i wish theres miracle
oh my~
i believe on this rite nw..

damm the hot weather plus....

2011-06-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

HOT!!!!!tak boleh tahan dah....plus the ulser in my mouth...hais...terrible....some more my temper are being involved with it...i duno...had no idea why i am getting again with the unpositive minded and behavior...things are like changing fast...i started to realised many and see things as wide as i dont wana to care abt all that....i hate those feelings...feel like blogging today cox i reali feels bad....its like a monster controlling me...i wana be till the perfectness i wanted but i did none to achieve it,i wana cham them just like last time hw we were but it seems like something wrong are in me which i dont reali feels like wana cham them when i cames to the reality..i duno wads hapening!!...ARH....and its HURTS me alot.....just a lot...i feel like crying me out....wtf....its damm pain!!!....PAIN....TT....lol....why things change so fast like a rolling swing that it just in a lil time....i am fed up!!!!!!!!

hates me tel me bu shuang tel me...dont give me all those bullshiting

2011-05-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

hais......is hapi to have holidays cuming BUT...damm it...i feel like scolding all kinds of $%^#(!*...hahaha...lol...but i wont do that,it oli spoilt my images,yes...wad i felt abt u and wad jovie tolds me are rite...i am oli tension that time tats y i felt that u are kind of this "person" but after long chat...felt u are still ok but yet u are still not ok...wad the...=.=....am i ok???...lol....i realized many u noe...just like a riding road...in a human lifestyle...theres some bullshitter like to bullshit their things...like to comes out with somethings that is unexpected's...and sometimes they will just leave whereas they think they are not suit with u ...so i can just say this...(hates me tel me bu shuang tel me...dont give me all those bullshiting ....i dnhave uall i also can be fine like hell)....yeap...no wrong...i just wana say that....its simple to life with a group with fren just that depence on hw u SURVIVE with them in a period of time...good luck hua mic....u can do it as who i reali noticed who i am at the end...be tuff and be strong just like wad ur sentence are abt...ga yao ga yao gayao~~~^^...

my site visit fashion parade costume...title:super hero...><...hehe...i would not care abt those lil stuff for me...cox for me...its just lil stuff..i have to go thru all this and learn how to stand up and stands out...so no wrong that i am who i am...as long as i am hapi and i live with it...u doesnt like it then pls set off,u doesnt mean to be it,then pls be back ur ownself,dont try to be a faker in front of me becox i noe wads going on and who the fucking asshole i should put heart on and appreciate on..*opps...sori for the fsh...><....have a nice nite guys...

change change change~~~CHANGE!!!!!

2011-05-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

omg...ytd presentation,i am not nervoous but i felt depress on myself....ishhhh...why am i so lazy...why am i always not realized on something when i am trying to design it....why am i always like not puting effort on it!i am still minding ur words u noe...u come along and punch me a hit...says i am surprise that u dint cry...ok...i admit i am always madam u are just kidding...and i shouldn't had mind it so so much...but i just cant stop to think abt this sentence...its just so like critizising....hais....dammm...the bad feel that i shouldn't had took id is backed!i am just a begginning learner...i am just so weak????...TT....help me....if i noe that is it...i should have drop u,my dear INTERIOR DESIGN...hais...NO....i shouldnt have drop it if i realized my mistake,rite??...YES...i have to run my life still with this! i must and i will....gam ba teh~~~I MUST HAVE A CHANGE AFTER I KNEW ALL ABOUT WAD IT IS!!!!
(and ytd we went t bbq plaza after the presentation...we all are so tired and so so so slipy cox this few days is in the rushing ass' season...opps...and i ate full full in the bbq plaza...opps...just so nice...~hehe...i accidentally met chen sue ping oso ,my tuitionmates last time...she is still tat preetty and sweet...hehe....and..ARH another thing...me and jovie fall aslip in the car while she is driving and waiting the traffis lights...omg....i talk till half way and my eyelips just closed!!and i damm scare her oso that day although i am very confident on her cox she DINT slip for THREE nites arhhh...goshh...this is so terribly done...but in the end,it proves that shes reali pro in her driving...i safely reached home and she safely reached her lovely boyfren homes...heee heee....jovie ngai ngai~...lol...shes a good girl kay...><'')

the 3d i drawn...TT

just change my playlist in my blogger...decided to change the skin of it but it isn't working while i am pressing the play button...feels like mixpod are a lil sucks on the playlist skin...that i have to click and plat it my ownself rather then when i open the pages it plays it ownself...@@...lol....and i felt in LIKE with~~TAYLOR MOMSEN...the girl which is oli 17 and 15 had gone popular with the drama "Gossip Girls" and oso her own band..THe PrEtty ReckLess...omg~shes just so her own style...lol.....NICE....NICE and NICE!!!

sees who she is!!!....^^

Momsen ROCKS!!!!!

woo hoo~ a nice dinner

2011-05-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

hais...i am finaly bck to my blogger...so miss it...this moment are gonna talk abt my nice nite dinner in Giza~....thanks to the organiser ZEE,shes such a suden girl that can pork out a dinner with all a suden..haha...my topic not about this...all i wan to say is about the nite..all crazy peeps gather together...its just so nice~....enjoying my three baked cheese that day in the D'Italien restaurant...everyone is very quick formal tat time..haha....i borrow one of zee's mum dress cox i duno use to my sister ownself dress that is so short to me...haha....the food at there are reali nice...even the barcarona's,the carbonara..the chesse...aww....urguys must go have a try!reali reali nice,prices are oso affordable if oli u call the pasta side~haha...still worth with it!..

some picha of it~

the three baked cheeseee.....aww....

grace and me~

lenglui yeevern and me...omg...my hunchback...><...

woots....girl group picture~its so preety all...luv it...

Buddy jovie and me~^^

And the last ones,thats ME~~~^^....i just like this picture a lot lot lot times...<3

lol...BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!!

2011-05-21T04:24:00.000-07:00

so busy this two weeks!i must get ready to push myself to rush in tis four days oli!!!omg...i gonna crazy...tuesday gonna start my port folio!!!wth!!!why so much things at my beginning sem break...T.T...feeling brusting ...but i did a silly thing this morning....em...shhhh...quiet quiet silent dont tel arh michelle...hahaha....luckily i got jr positive powerful medicine....nw i am ok and ready to CHONG arhhhh!!!!....hehe....will post my dinner photo and more blogs when i am free~good luck guys....we are goona RoCK betul2 after this two ass!!!!!!....CHILL AND GA YAO~woots...<3

The crazyness....==

a very nice sentence points....its just so true...

2011-05-12T10:08:00.000-07:00

1. 要习惯不发短信，少打电话的生活。

2. 等待，本身就是一个错误，那就更不要让别人去等你。

3. 请你记住看的开一点，伤的就会少一点。

4. 许多事情，总是在经历以后才会懂得，一如感情：错过了，遗憾了，才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著。

5. 毕业是个残忍的季节，成熟不成熟的都要一同收割。一切都会在秋冬交替的刹那间随风而逝，唯有那一泓鲜亮山溪般的记忆永远在我心中哗哗流动...

6. 珍惜手边的幸福，不要等到失去以后才悔不当初，也许，你的一生也就只有那么一个人会真正用心在你身上。

7. 人生就像一列车，车上总有形形色色的人穿梭往来。你也可能会在车上遇到很多你以为有缘分的人，但是车也会有停下来的时候，总会有人从人生这列车上上下下，当你下去的时候你挥挥手，一转身你能记住的只有回家的路.

8. 有的人你看了一辈子，却忽视了一辈子。有的人你看了一眼，却影响到你的一生。有的人热情的为你而快乐，却被你冷落。有的人让你拥有短暂的开心，却得到你思绪的连锁。

9. 不要欠朋友太多东西，因为你可能永远都没有机会还他。

10. 曾经青涩的感受，曾经单纯的表达，曾经真诚的体会，曾经无法割舍的留恋……
正在经历的幸福，正在憧憬的美好，正在成长的兴奋与惶恐……走过的年轻，
渐渐地长大，在你我共同的记忆里，有那些在校园中传唱着的动听的歌。

11.一个人过了二十岁，就不会动不动就许下承诺，也不会再动不动就为了理想放弃这、放弃那。成熟的男人要有思想更要有理智。

12.无论自己身处何种状态，都不要放弃和忘记学习，人最可怕的就是满足，请继续保持野心，有野心理想不一定实现，但是有野心你才会前进，才会不堕落。(这句超赞！)

13.不要指望对方为你付出一切，你觉得你的重量真的或者应该比父母、朋友更重要？如果说你很重要，那只是比其中一个或几个重要，但是也许在必要时她会为你付出生命！

14.不要太看重梦想，吃饱饭才是一切的前提；不要太看重现实，他肯陪着你，已经是足够了。

15.爱情不是生活的一切，20岁了，应该知道那只是生活中的一部分，天天儿女情长，为情所困的男人连女人都会鄙视他。

16.每当你无聊的时候，总是会给你短信的那个人，才是关心你的人。不要因为习惯就觉得那是应该的。你应该知道没有事又没有企图，还会给你电话的人不多了，如果聊很久的话你应该懂得为什么。

17.每个人都会累，没人能为你承担所有伤悲，人总有一段时间要学会自己长大。

18.人可以冷漠，不可以冷血。比如你在街上看见一个乞丐，你可以不给他钱，因为你冷漠，不要说他可能是骗子，这不是你不帮他的理由；你如果看也不看一眼扔给他几毛钱，那是冷血。

19、爱情是两个人的，如果你只是口头说的多爱多爱，但是当他要求你为他做顿饭的时候，你还反问一句“为什么不是男的做饭？”，那你觉得你配说爱他吗？你是否想过当他父母说你是穷小子，不同意你们时，他为你顶撞父母时的压力。

20.你可以不相信爱情，但是不可以不相信爱。

21.要学会说“你的眼泪，与我无关”。

22.如果手机里的老朋友联系的越来越少，不要觉得孤单，那是必然的。

23.要永远记住感情和婚姻不能建立在金钱之上，选择一个可以跟你同舟共济，可以跟你一起承受人生挫折的人。

24.男人可以哭，但是不可以轻易认输。

25.健康高于一切，理智大于情感，父母永远是第一位。

26.付出没有得到回报那很正常，就像食堂里吃饭，给的钱一样，别人碗里的肉比你多一样的道理.

27.不要为一个心爱的女人放弃自己做人的原则，可以放下架子但不能丧失自己，大男子主义未尝不好

28.如果不能给一个女人基本的物质生活，你拿什么说出你的爱。

29.无论你从事什么职业，要记住对得起你做人的良心。

30.那些只要求有房有车的女人远点，请把爱多给父母一些吧，不要为了追求自己未来生活的舒适，牺牲父母毕生的心血，你的目标不是努力让自己的子女未来生活的好，而是让父母能过上你现在想要过的生活，牺牲自己，让他们享受到他们应该享受的生活。

31.朋友不需要天天联系，如果他需要你的时候请把他的事当成自己的事去办，竭尽所能。

32. 24岁前你可以有很多份感情，因为那时你年轻，24岁之后请不要轻易说爱，许下的诺言就是欠下的债。

33.请努力的改掉自己的脾气和大男子主义，不要以为那很酷，很个性，应该知道那很致命。

34.不要说没有一个女人可以征服你，如果你愿意，请放下你那处女座特有的追求完美和过于挑剔的特点吧，让自己很愿意去听那个人的话吧。

35.人生有很多改变自己命运的机会，这些机会要你自己去寻找，去把握，而不是等待别人给你。

36.永远保持一颗向上的心，不要沉溺于自己过去的记忆和成绩。

37.要用心对待你身边的每一个人。

38.25岁到35岁，人生最重要的10年。目标是妻子、孩子、房子、车子、票子、面子。

39.要时刻记得感恩于那些在人生路上帮助过你的人。

hahaha...lol...the emo' ness...==

HOT and another HOT HOT day...==

2011-05-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

erks....why so hot...nowadays weather are crazy,i am already crazy,then it is geting crazier then me...@@...somedays rainning heavily nonstop,somedays hot like duno wad degree dah...lol....wad hapen...wad hapen ???...WAD HAPEN TO THE EARTH!...*ger...human being...why urguys so bad!treated earth so badly...hmm...act...imma scolding myself too!...hahaha....today fb...realize jr oso like green tea a lot!good...hahaha..i finally noe wad he like..cheh...hahaha....having ice cream due to the freaking hot weather...like like like when theres ice cream to put in my mouth...<3...i love ice cream ....hmmm.....but wad i took is not nice!yucks...shouldnt had took mixed berry in cornetto...lol...taught the mashmarow is nice but sucks,suan...never mind...haha...pic time~~~

again.....the soh po with conetto...hahaha...lol

oops,some lil thigs to share here,its my construction group works..!

TA DA~~~its my group members work(the section of chosen houses...this is the bricks that we have spent a lot on it)...TEAM WORK!yeah...thanks to nicole jovie and cming!nicole is reali good !i have gain many from her!thankiu!

starbucksss.....half price!WOOTS...

2011-05-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

not reali like starbucks...but...its half pirce instead...so...have a try since i had not reali try it before....woots,ben lai wan green tea latte with chips but..i went on 5pm,the lines...long helll,so i had to Queue up...while in the middle tina join us..we had an order,its java ship,and i had miss a large cup wans..hais...but actually,chien ming me and tina wans green tea!!!!!they are out of the cream that they input into the GREEN TEA...hais...but but but.....hhaha....java chip is still very nice...with a lil capucino in it plus the chip...nicessss~~~~~*strongly recomended* -GREEN TEA LATTE, CHOCOLATE CHIP with BLENDED,GREEN TEA FRAPPUCINO,JAVA CHIP!

yup yup,its me...with my java chip medium*...in the taylor library,they air conditional inside are like no need pay,freaking COLD!

the......unknown....title....

2011-05-01T08:45:00.000-07:00

lol...its crazy that this few days i am so into the hot chick and pretty girls,pls,i am not "those" l....but i am oli some envyness appearing on them!they are just so pretty!...lol...thinking and imagining if i were one of them,hw would my life be..everyday waking up ...my own design "vintage g ble"
bedroom that i am staying and living in a house thats with no family along just me...wauh wauh wauh....a lots of cloths with mui mui,zara,jaspel...sort of...oh my gosh..is totaly influenced by the gossip's girls...xoxo...==...lol...off michelle...back to my normal life,i have no my own closet room as i wish i could have almost 4 rooms big just to put my closet...i have no branded in mylife except when i earn money then i will go ahead and spend...branded but not much just wad i wish in a 4 closet room...but...wad if....wd...if...some day...i am....hahaha...
stop dreaming now ...MICHELLE~

i think...if i sucess this dream as my path way to earn money in wad i am taking now in my course....i think it will reali come true...hahaha...

The SHoes...lol

pls say that u like it...^.^

再怎么差劲，我还是会有自己原则和分寸的，别把我想到我还是一成不变...==...

2011-04-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

我其实没有讲有什么感觉或什么生气不爽之类的，因为我终于发现，人就算性格多好，还是会显露出他/她不完美的一面，尤其是天天参在一起的混将们，今天的对话让我觉得其实你前面和后面都不太一样，前面你再三忍让，后面你抱怨气愤地不行，就只因为你不爽她跟你一样可是是没有说出来的一样。你说人就是要生来忍得，我觉得你只是在自斯斯人，何必呢？我知道我没有资格评论你，因为我也不完美，可是，如果你知道人都是有不完美的了，何必要这样对别的人呢？世界上，是非......就是那么简单的被轰起，然后又那么不容易的把它连根收起，就只是这么的一天，不，是这么的几个小时，我发现了不少，真的不少...所以我好是好好的过我人生，该改掉的统统把它消灭掉，别的就别管了！管多烦多，烦多老的也快多...==
加油吧，没有必要每天都抱怨，伤心，难过，想不停，而且消极只会打败你罢了，所以别在在意了！加油！！！！！！再积极些！！！！！！

i realized many...>.<''.... hould be hapi because i am becoming back michelle lai again...=.='' IN CoNcErn...iNg...~~~~~~

Lissy Elle~<3

i duno ...just confuse....again...this typr of feelings...TT

2011-04-21T06:53:00.000-07:00

haisss.....why i always have to make myself suffer in just so little things,i reali have not to be involved and begin it....now i am the one whos suffering....i am sori that i reali cant hold my breath on u ...this feelings-this type of dumb and noob feelings...it shouldn't be appears...i hate being with this feelings,why i always have to get involved so easily,i dnwana get hurt that easily animore,i just wan to be hapi and hold everything against me...but i just cant control myself well!its already known!its all in wad i had learned and all i felt...even...my fren are teling me the truth too,why i still so getting into it...michelle...emo is none!it cant even help u ,dont just because a small things,u make it enlarging....its not worth that u had already known everything and the fact is already shown!wad for and why not u let it to be!just be urself....theres no more to desperate on...wad for..michelle lai,just ask urself wad for!....beating urself easily by having small things as if it had been exegerated by urself??...making urself being hate by others,or maybe just geting off ur self by making urself a dump and useless...???...NO...just be hapi...just to be hapi!its ur life,and u have to hold it tight!

Nowadays,my mood are not reali in a good condition,emotion goes up and down....sufeering....stress...everything is not in my control...i hope the sun will be bright tomoro and i will be just the michelle back again...NOWADAYS,just nonstop emo!...bad bad ...this is bad man!!!!arhhh....*gerr....

the road in front is built by urself,whether its bright or not,u have to goes against it and make it brightten up!

yup,its me...alwas blur!haha...

says the peep,goes the peek...wad ..??...@@

2011-04-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

arh....the stupid involved feelings come back,i shouldn't have start it!i hate...i hate....i hate....i should not have start it first!see,now i am so deeply involved...hais....i need a medicine to cure back me to the normal life...i dnwana think abt u !pls dont pork out animore!i am serious..pls,i just wan to be alone!pls dont let me get another hurt!i am geting enough hurt on those sucks relationship!betraying by ex,in love with the same name of my ex...wad..the...i hate ken this name!i hate...and the mostly i taught there is a change when things appears,but no!...u are a devil!a very shit devil!a devil and devil count on me...i hate u !...why make my life messing around...just becox suden pork out of u ???...just becox i am too stress so i need to think about others...???just becox i am too desperate...???i make the wrong step!...i dnwan animore hurting!....i noe and i am so not sure...and i am so so so in unsafetyness!...i always is lacking of this....安全感，我真的缺乏的太离谱了!...

act i miss the time... i still miss the time...and i miss u a lot!...but i think its just for a while~~~~nah nah nah....btw,ken is still so cute~~~^^...hes is just so cute...
LOL....

in the kbox ...its been a long time i have not steping to the kbox lerh,miss it...and oso miss the moment with py and quince,cming and tina,jovie budd budd(ooppss,hahaha)and gary wong...memories...

sometimes things just have to felt unguilty and peace on it~

2011-04-13T01:34:00.000-07:00

yeah...finaly i am free for sometime to get back my blogger~~so miss the words....these few weeks words just fulfilling with me nonstop,even the feelings,just this few days,my emotionalcomes up and comes down...its so hard to control it and hold it against me...i felt depress...reali depress enough...its very difficult to let me channge from this to another this...i wish all this bad things can stop poping out and i can be able to make back with them...i hope to join as wad i was in the last few sem...i am a freakingly a spoiler...ishh...michelle lai yi hua...y arent u change ur attitude in a proper way...why should make others in those unhapi situation even more is an anger towards u ...speak it out and change...dont just oli say michelle!u are not 9 years old animore!u are already 19!sori that always have to let urguys tolerate,i duno how to do...i just felt like sometimes i am reali a failure...i am sorry all my fellow coursemates...reali...i make many disapointment towards urguys...i hope everything will be fine and i wish to join along with urguys again!

-have a nice day everyone-today is a sunny evening to me but its raining though in the morning...happy always human~~cheer and see wide everything...

有那个必要吗？真是的...

2011-03-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

doggie doggie shop's pet!它也太可爱了吧~哈哈!我虽然不那么像养这种品种的~但是我好像养它哦!因为它是白雪色的皮毛哦!太棒了~可是...哈哈..只能用看得过目了...;-

each a cup milk tea with small bubles,忙碌之中的一大享受！赞！

这是我的公仔摸样，像吧？哈哈~我要好像她一样那么开朗勇敢，天天都能好像她一样哈哈地~~<3

世上最让任头痛的是人与人之间的互动了！再怎么幸福都好，都会遇到人际关系的挫败。一次又一次，新、信心都快干掉了，　走过了一段，现在又突然又一单，真的很想大力用力的拼命哭！那种痛，朋友之间真的需要演变成这种地步？人不是完美无缺的，一定会有错误。而我，勇于认错了后，机会重来没有得再挽回了！既然我都能面对我的错误，勇于承担，为何你还是心胸下狭窄地要续然让自己活砸在这样的生活呢，原则？你在地球上生存本质就是得为周围而改变，不是你来讲你的道德经，什么你不喜欢什么是你原则！放屁！我受够了！有就有，没有缘分也罢！我不会死板办的再在乎那么多了！该珍惜我一定会尽全力珍惜！jovie 说得对，听我爸话栽，人就是要凡是靠自己才能活的自在精彩！我不会再变得那么得不开朗去了~你要怎样，我由得罢了！我不会再为小事频频而烦恼了~何必....重要得是，搞好我学业！珍惜我家人！珍惜我该珍惜的朋友们！还有疼我们家的宝贝儿子万万倍！对我的承诺负责，我会超越你~一定要！

有那个必要吗？

2011-03-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

烦死了，世上最头痛非人与人之间的互动了！

Hua Mic 19th'...T.T..getting older...

2011-02-04T19:13:00.001-08:00

An unfogetable memory...always in my heart...almost a year memories..they give me joy.laughter,and when we suffer with each other all the time...we had all those memories and times...its just becox URGUYS are my CLASSMATES...COURSEMATES...oh my...i am living in with urall world...h aha...thanks for everythings...actually at the actual day of birthday is quick emo for me...before and after the few days is oso like this...but that day...i reali cry like a stupid hell...hmmm....its like i have never been crying before...pls make more meories and more~~...god bless...gudfrens and gud gang forever!

香港..

2010-12-25T04:44:00.000-08:00

太棒了，在那里度假六天五夜，虽然跟团赶了点，但是我的灵旋不断的涌着上来。建筑物，室内设计，风水，赌场，就连赌场里头都不漏香港特有的创意细胞，真是让我大开眼界。
香港，澳门，深圳，不同的土国，都含蕴着不同传统风格。
第二天的disney是最让我流连忘返的，看烟花之际还感动的差点瓢泪了呢。这次的游玩真的满意不过了，香港人特点不多。平凡，繁忙，潮流，简单。谢谢爸妈让我有这机会学习更多。谢谢大姐那么迁就照顾我，也谢谢大姐朋友eylot帮了我们带领一晚。惜福惜福！

fun friday ....

2010-09-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

a very fun friday with jovie ong and chienming...ha ha...memories always...and things are always hapening too....just as a collection of memories.....u cant concert it well,but u can hold it tight....i will always love urguys and hold the sweetest and unforgetable memories tightly,and dont forget to appreciate!!appre' is the most important while runing our journey!!!i will always be by ur guys side!!!thanks for that McD no school friday yea...we had done very hard and very well at our buiding constrution modal!!!keep it up,and fight together yea,Jovie Ong,Chien Ming!!Together and Forever BUDDY!!!!!^.^

my "dorongan"

2010-09-06T06:23:00.001-07:00

maksim,a famous modern pianist..with hes talent and individual special style...he had sucess!!to me he is my pushment to push me for pratising...i learn piano from 6,and now i felt guilty for hanging the last grade from now....hmmm.....i think its reali very good to have some talent....my daughter is going to have piano and balet too~~~lol...==

another myboys draft~~~

2010-09-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

i like dogs....but pity mine,i lost two puppies at my 17 life before...now 18 a hapi family added with my naughty boy,Sam..."No No,SAM"...ha ha..naughty with a always hungry stomach...a pair of blink eye when saw some foods,always searching for food..i duno y he always is hungry and like to eat...==...hmmm.....Sam...always be part of my life yea!!i love u !!!and i reali cant live without ur "stupid" and "dumb dumb" cute faces....

KIM HEE CHUL!!!!!!!!u are gorgeaous.. man~~~@@

2010-09-06T06:11:00.000-07:00

he he,super junior member....i ddint know him well at first....is becox of my fellow course mate chien ming,i knew him now and he is one of my favourite!!jovie said that he is like a goldfish guy and with hes half gurls attitude,means he is a bit "liang"
she dislike him,but i am totally attracted by him!!his talent...etc....i will support u walways....i tnk....after jay chou...he is the one who will makes me put on more fokus on him rather then others favor~~he he....

my boy~~~always is!!^.^

2010-09-06T06:06:00.000-07:00

i hug him back when he is just a little boy,oli three months old....but i can feel that he is so natural to me..he is always and always my little small cute curious boy..but pity him got in our family had felt sick for three days..but luckily he is always healthy now....god bless u,sam!!

for a moment like this~~

2010-06-17T05:30:00.001-07:00

i wish everything change~~

A moment LIKE this,i tried to close up my eye..
Would u belive me..is almost that feeling that been there before..
so tell me that i am crazy..
A moment LIKE this,some people wait a life time..
A moment LIKe this,some people search forever..
some people wait for a life time just for a moment like this..
everything changes,i cant explain..it cant be remain...wont be lasting forever
a moment LIKE this ,some people search forever..include me..
just for a moment like this~~

br with chien ming..ts with mygang fren''

2010-06-03T18:53:00.000-07:00

lol,this is the spaheggeti noodles i call at a restaurant...i forgotten the name but is kinda nice the food inside,liqing like it much...^^tatday is sunday,go with kaiwei and liqing my secondary gang's besties~~miss*

then...this wednesday...go with chienming at sunway...to bank in mr.wang's art books money...oh my,becox of cming..i begin to love mr.wang~~oh my,hes kinda the second one before jay chou i minat~~lol==rm57..hope its worth~~ha ha..i try the 1st two scoop br ice=cream~~wuh...freaky nice~~i love ice-cream!!ga yao~~i took mint and choc chip,cming also...he he,shes the one of my goodfren...and funny is we reali is faith to know each others,my sirname same as her,lai; and we are act wanted to take the same hospitality course at taylor ps sunway before too~~==
but luckily i knew her^^appreciate yea...^^

*nice day~~

gota cut hair???///

2010-06-03T18:50:00.000-07:00

i wana cut hair...they all say short hair suits me,but am i going to do that><
i wave long hair because of you,and now u call me to cut short it...lol==
but kinda...i am confuse la>

mum and dad 30 married aniversary"

2010-06-03T18:45:00.000-07:00

wa ka ka ka~~~my mami's and daddy 30th aniversary marriage~~hmm...they are reali a modal to us three~~da jie~~learnt from ba and mahh...ha ha == lol

*the toilet and the food~~i like the tang yuan~~damm nice~~^^

italianfood~`i am lovin' it

2010-06-03T18:35:00.000-07:00

my mum;s day celebration~~wuh...eat italian food u know~~ha ha~~freaky nice man~~its located at pavilion..hmm,i think is italianese,if i am not wrong..this is the place..

my id's working==

2010-06-03T18:32:00.001-07:00

ha ha~~first sem at taylor..kinda fun in tonal value...have to draw four different kind of images by different style...my god...i spend two if not wrong weeks...~~

2010-05-31T19:51:00.000-07:00

me and yi ying...my cousin sister...shes taking bank and finance at utar but i heard she had finish her diploma..~~so great...good luck,mydear~~

finally*

2010-04-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

have been working since two weeks after the sum source of spm" paper..
hmm..not ware it but ok lo,at least my confidense its putting inside it..
actually working is kinda fun..its tiring,but its kind of life..
i luv ya,all my colleaguss..ha ha..hmm..result out...and its shocked me..
out of my expectation act..and i am sasticefied about it..he he..kinda hapi..
now i am a taylor'stud..and i will going to luv my interior design..keep it up ya..
i am going to fuanting and fuanting..he he..
hmm..when you pass through the road hat everyone will go through..its kind a great experience+learning you will felt..ENJOY!!!!!!

love urguys alwways..blessed*

我的未来?!

2009-12-20T01:41:00.000-08:00

昨天去了一趟education fair..像那更多关于大学选系课程的资料..
拿了一大袋的..还碰到一些朋友..哈哈..
要开家庭会议咯..